This is just for me to spill myself. Nobody knows about all of these emotions except me my parents and my therapist. I'll remain anonymous until I feel comfortable enough to reveal who I am. I have chronic depression and social anxiety disorder. I self harm, and do destructive things like drink smoke and other illegal things. If you ever need anyone, I'm not here to judge, and I love helping people. Other than that I'm open to all kinds of music especially heavy metal. I think music keeps me sane.